Tuesday, February 2, 2010

I am bound by age. Age has twisted my ankles so they will not let me stand for any length of time. My back hurts for days every time I lift something over 25 pounds. My head spins whenever I forget to take care of my body.
We fight and sometimes lose. This morning it was my common sense or is it my usual sense.
Today I dipped below the light and saw a vague image of not wanting life. I did not step in that direction I was just moved there by time. I did make a decision or more a will to be but that was sluggish and covered with bilge water.
A gentle sleep awoke the man inside. Today is still murky so I listed its presence here and that has helped the most.

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